DEAR KOA

bakit po ganun?.. pag taung dlw ngbibiruan hnd k ngglit  s kin bkit ung iba gnun.. hayz.. qng dito k lng s tabi mu for sure hnd mu hhyaan n msktn aq ng gnito.. hayz… Ewan q ba.. sa totoo lang kasi..

aminado akong mapagbiro.. pero ang ayaw q s lahat eh may natatamaan.. sadya

man

or hindi.. ewan q ba.. minsan naiisp ko.. bat pag sila.. qng makapag biro todo..

aq nga di pikunin.. pero pag sila.. wow…. kala mu ang bigat ng binitiwan ko..

obviuolsy, its a joke only.. or just a opinion.. kalerke… pero after ul.. ako pa rin

nag sosori.. hayz buhay nga nmn.. oh sxa next time ulit.. mdmi me i share.. kulang lng tlg sa tym.. muawhhh…

I JAZ REMEMBER SOMEONE!! HAYZ.. BAKIT GANUN.. KAHIT ANUNG GAWIN KO.. MAHAL PA RIN KITA KOA!!! kahit hindi naman pwede…

one time nanaginip ako about sayo.. napaka weird nga ng dream q.. kasi kakagatin na daw ako ng tigre.. den hinarangan mu at ikaw ang nakagat.. in short naging angel kita who always protect me.. dat time s dream q.. naiiyak ako kasi nakagat ka ng tigre eh.. imbes ako… pero sinalo mu kasi ayaw mu masaktan ako… kahit sa panaginip… pnprotekthn mu ako!! naiinis ako… kasi hanggang sa dream lng pwde mng yari un eh!!! dun mu lng aq mpprtkthn… pero in real life… may ibng puso ka pnprtkthn.. which is c NAZLA…. alam mu.. super hapi nga ako eh.. kasi binigyan k ni God ng Gurl na magmamahal tlg sau… at mabait pa… kahit masakit.. pero hapi p rn ako… kasi dba?.. pag nagmahal ka..or pag mahal mu ang isang tao.. dapat maging masaya ka para s knya.. at qng anu man desisyon nya s life nya… NO WONDER kung bakit mahal mu si nazla.. mabait kasi sxa at matured!!! nakaktawa pero true!! iwan ko ba.. napaka isip bata ko kasi eh.. kaya tingin ng iba.. mdli akong pglaruan… s totoo lng… SUPER DUPER MIZ NA MIZ KITA!!! kasi 4 the 1st time in my life.. kaw lng ung taong nag open ng eyes q.. i mean ngbgo s kin… na dpt hnd mu bnbb ang self mu… jaz fight and be strong…. 

hayz… for now eto muna.. sobra lng kita nmiz…. xenxa n po.. I MIZ U KOA..

kahit madami akong crush or manliligaw.. NO ONE CAN REPLACE U IN MY HEART AND IN MY MIND! UR ALWAYS BE MY SPECIAL.. AND NO. 1 BEAR STONE….

BETH…=’(…..

hahah

ang cute…….

SOBRA LANG AKO NAGTATAMPO…DAHIL PARANG HANGIN LANG TALAGA AKO..AT MADALAS KO NA IYON MAPANSIN… 

KAYA HUWAG NA MAGTAKA KUNG TAHIMIK AKO..AT HANGGAT MAARI AYAW KO MAY NANGANGAILAM KUNG ANUNG MERON MAN….

^_^…………

Self-denial.

It’s something I never thought I could do!

But at long last. I’v done it!

With aplomb. With success. With flying colors!

In this would of modern trivialities and complexities.

The biggest lie I can tell myself is that I can still exist minus YOU!

Definitely I know from the abyss of my heart I AM WRONG!

For sure you know I am liar.

When I never accepted you to be a vital part of me.

For you say you were born for ME.

You allege we’re tailor-made for each other.

You clearly lay down your cards on the table.

The table that treasures the threshold of the love.

You had for me all through those years.

Now I miss you.

For I know I can NEVER ever have you again.

It’s too ironical to acknowledge the mutuality of our feelings

Now that you are gone-

Gone FOREVER!

If only I could turn back the hands of time..

If only I could reverse the days gone past us..

If Only I relieve my life all over..

I’d choose to live it with you

And nobody else..

You may not be my knight in shining armor.

You may not be the nectar and ambrocia kings long for.

You may not be the potion love stuck guys crave for.

For you are not perfect.

But perfectly you fit to a T what I desire most in my man.

You stammer, you grope for words

Everytime you say I’M special to you

And I love it tenderly.

Your eyes glow in amazement everytime you see me.

And I dearly treasure it-in my heart.

Now I hate the thought of having lost you

I deny myself for being too conceited and boastful,

Now I shed these tears for you.

I’ve lost you.

Sana ganun lang kadali noh..hayz…. pero tnx u Mr. BERNIE MONTINO for being my inspiration in my whole time of my life… aside in my family and friends.. you give me strength and cheer up me to not give up.. i love you from my bottom of my heart…. as my brother, bffs and etc.. tnx u po.. alam mu ang gnd ng friendship ntn kc wlng title pero astig.. dats the way i like tlg… kht my mga dmtng, wlng pmlt sau..promise.. kht my gf ka.. hapi ako kc nandun p rn ung frndshp ntn kht mnsn nkktmpo kc feeling q nkklmtn mu n aq.. pero alam mu b qng noh ung last wish q nung dec. 2, 2011… na batiin ako ng taong special s kin.. di ble mklmtn ng iba ung bday q wag lng ikaw.. kc spt n ang bati mu sa akin pra mgng msaya ang araw ko, linggo, buwan at taon q.. at sobra q un i ttreasure….yun lng… tnx u tlg… muahwhhh..=) sbie mu s kin kip smilng lng lge.. kc ayaw mu nllngkt aq…

thas my promise.. kht mdm p clng gst aqwng paiyk hnd aq ssko kc lam q nanjan ka…=)

beth

alittlebitofmyeverything:

dapat ka ng masanay na in community eh may mga magbabago talaga at bagong makakasama.. so masanay ka na lng beth…. kahit s church gnun nmn eh.. ng iisa ka.. total sanay ka naman…. 

kahit mag simba ka ganun dn eh… may kasama ka nga pero wala nman.. present ka nga pero iba ksma… may kaibgn ka nga maittrn kso wla nmn..absent minded….

kahit ung nsa paranque.. sumama ka nga dun kasdo iba nmn ksma.. so prang tanga ka lng dun.. well…

i realized na minsn mgng real ka din kc mnsn nkkmtpo eh….  yun lng.. mtlg ka ng nga beth… sanayan lng yan…

I curse you for being the man of my dreams.

I curse you for letting me believe there’s still life after my fall.

I curse you for allowing me to love you.

I curse you for having been so good.

You’re so loving. So understanding. So pitifully faithful.

So undeniably sweet.

So feverishly ready to all my faults, my undoing, my errings.

I hate you for being playfully strong for me.

I curse you for having been a valuable left-over.

I deny you for glaringly confusing.

I hate you for being gloriously weak.

I want to forget every inch, every pound of the smiles you leave in my memory.

I need to put behind me.

Every tone of the voice that giggles, yet storms.

I’ve got to drown all the pictures of your view points,

All the antics, all the hullabaloos of your manly rudeness.

Gosh, If only I could, I would!

But I know it wouldn’t be easy.

I know I’d hurdle miles to totally eradicate.

The painful sweetness of your marked inconsistencies.

I believe it’s no joke putting behind bars completely.

The bitter sweet memories of you,

For you’re the only one who have changed me completely.

And i hate you for that!

Curse the man I call buddy!

Curse the man I call friend!

Curse him I call my text mate!

For his utter simplicity has made my life complicated.

For his distinguish ignorance has wisened me.

Gosh! I am too in love!

And he has crumbled my belief, my stand.

He has totally altered my ego, my pride

Damn him! Damn him!

I just can’t take things sitting down.

He’s too serious, too committed about the whole thing.

(Well, I am NEVER ready for this!)

And he scares me, my goodness!

Ironically, it’s you, after all.

——————————WHAT IF—————————-

WHAT IF KUNG KATULAD AKO NI DIANE SHIN?

WHAT IF, BIGLAAN ANG LAHAT…?

WHAT IF, KUNG HINDI PA AKO HANDA?

WHAT IF, KUNG HIINDI KO PA MASABI ANG NARARAMDAMAN KO?

WHAT IF, KUNG HULI NA?

WHAT IF, MAGLAHO BIGLA ANG PANGARAP KO SA KANILA?

WHAT IF, KUNG NILOKO DIN AKO NG FIANCE KO AT BESTFRIEND KO?

MAKAKAYANAN KO KAYA??????

WHAT IF, KUNG HINDI?

WHAT IF, SUMUKO AKO BIGLA?

WHAT IF, WALA AKONG MAGAWA?

MAPIPIGIL KO BA?

——————————————-KAYA KO BA————————————————

KAYA KO BA PIGILAN ANG KAMATAYAN?

KAYA KO BA MABUHAY NG MATAGAL?

KAYA KO BA MAWALAY SA KANILA?

SA KANYA?

KAYA KO BA MAGING MATAPANG?

KAYA KO BANG HARAPIN ANG SITUATION?

KAYA KO BA HARAPIN ANG KAMATAYAN?

——————————————PAANO KUNG———————————————————-

PAANO KUNG HINDI KO KAYA?

PAANO KNG SUMUKO AGAD AKO?

PAANO KUNG UMIIYAK LANG ANG MAGAGAWA KO?

PAANO KUNG MAHIRAPAN AKO

KAYA KO KAYA?

————————————————KAYA KO KAYA————————————-

KAYA KO KAYANG IWAN SILA?

KAYA KO KAYANG MAKITANG LUMULUHA ANG MAHAL KO?

KAYA KO KAYANG NAGDUDUSA SILA?

KAYA KO KAYANG UMALIS?

???????????WHAT IF, KAYA KO BA, PAANO KUNG AT KAYA KO KAYA???????

DAMING TANONG!!! PERO SA MGA TANONG NA YAN!! ANO BA ANG KAYA KUNG GAWIN?

ANO BANG PWEDENG GAWIN SA 49 DAYS…

MAG TRAVEL BA, MAG MAKE OVER, MAGPAPAYAT, MAG SHOPPING, PARANG SCENT OF A WOMAN LANG… 

OH DI KAYA BIGYAN KA NG 1000 DAYS.. MAHABA NA RIN IYON… PERO PAANO KUNG MADALI LANG MATAPOS ANG MGA DAYS NA YAN.. KAYA MO NABA HUMARAP SA TAAS„ AT SABIHIN READY KANA??????

OR 90 DAYS… KAYA MO BANG PAHALAGAHAN ANG MGA ARAW NA IYON KASAMA ANG MGA TAONG MAHAL MO AT ANG TAONG MAHAL MO????????

GRABE………… LIFE IS GOLD TALAGA.. DAPAT TREASURE MO… HABANG ALIVE KA PA…. DAHIL HINDI NATIN ALAM KUNG HANGGANG KAYLAN KA PA…DITO SA MUNDO NATIN….

YAN ANG EPEKTO NG PURE LOVE SA AKIN…..

NAKAKAIYAK KASI BAWAT EKSENA KAABANG ABANG…

BAWAT LINYA TUTUKAN MO…

KAHIT LOVE STORY TITIGNAN MO MAIGI..WALA LANG MAKALAGPAS SA MGA MATA MO…..

SANA GANUN AKO KATAPANG KAY DIANE.. KAYA KUNG HARAPIN ANG LAHAT..KAHIT MAHIRAP..DAHIL ALAM KO NANDYAN LANG SI GOD… HINDI AALIS SA TABI MO… AT LAHAT NG NANGYAYARI AY MAY PURPOSE… AT SYMPRE LESSON…!!!!

YUN LNAG GUYS… GUDNIGHT PO…. MUAWHH.. I LOVE YOU ALL..

P.S: 60 DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS….HAHAHA

SARANGHI…. CHAROT…=)